hello. i run this site. my name can be andrew or asterion if you'd like. i am not very good at introducing myself, or really words in general. feel free to send a message anytime.

i'd call myself "normal". on the surface, anyway. that applies to most. i am one of many white teenage boys in the midwest. i am a libra (i think), born october 10th. i have naive aspirations and many ideas inside of my head. i have an aversion to talking and society in general. i feel trapped in society, as it is a labyrinth of it's own. i try to be as kind as i can in spite of this introversion. i am prone to paranoia and neuroticism, but otherwise i believe i am fairly levelheaded. i do not care for what is expected of me socially. i struggle with mental illness; e.g autism, adhd, ocd, and. depression. this is obvious. my obsessions are radiohead and the greek legend of the minotaur.

for my interests. i have a very big thing for music. it is how i communicate best. you do not owe words that make sense or any of that. it is. i think a better way to communicate these thoughts and memories i find very challenging to put into words. you are trying to find patterns that describe these things. i play guitar and percussion, and sometimes my larynx if i am all alone. as for bands i like...radiohead. Wow. i like a lot of grunge...particularly stone temple pilots, pearl jam, and soundgarden. i like nine inch nails quite a bit. i am fairly drawn to more calm ambient music as well, along with jazz. artists of those genres i like are aphex twin and jamiroquai. as for media....i am not big into pretentious film. i mainly like horror, like the shining the thing and hereditary. my favorite film ever is more than likely backrooms...i have a big thing for labyrinths and liminal spaces and it evoked more terror in me than any other horror film has. if i want to laugh i'll watch bad grandpa. shows...not too many i watch as of now. the pitt, invincible, the boys and hfjone maybe. the pitt gives me some interest in being a medical professional of some kind, as i am already interested by human anatomy. books. they make you look smart. as of late i have been reading the minotaur takes a cigarette break and it's sequel, but i like a lot of classic and philosophy stuff. i don't know why because i am far from a philosopher. i am also a fan of goodnight punpun. ok. other than that. i am a fan of nature..it is where we are meant to be, after all. i do horseriding and i am a fan of most livestock animals in general. other than that the country life is not for me. i am particularly big on cattle, an obssession sparked by my infatuation with the minotaur. he is me and i am him. i draw, and i am a big fan of ceramics. i code. i'm sure you had no idea. other than that my hobby is sitting and staring at things. i like quite a few webseries as well. homestuck somewhat, as well as mystery flesh pit national park and 17776. that is all for now i think.

you may also find me wandering the streets, dazed and confused. feel free to say hi in such case.